Amid

When I want your love,

I look outside the window 

And look for it.

When I cannot find what

I greatly needed,

I just cry and tell myself,

” Someday, someone will come. “

Let It Be

You stumbled.

You fell.

You cried.

You tried.

You did.

You failed.

You left.

You moved.

But in the end,

still returned.

Slow down.

Keep Calm.

Take Time.

For it's hard

to forget the

person who caused

you deep pain.

Because that being is

the one who made you 

act and feel this way.

You're inLOVE.

That's the best

explanation.

Don't hurry

and let time

heal everyting. 

Let this be

your life for 

a moment.

So that hurt

can teach

you something.

When the Wind Blows

The wind blew harder.

In an instant, they saw the dark sky filled

with motionless stars and drew the love

they'd been cherishing upon it.

The wind blew harder.

They left and continued.

You

if the air invites you to sleep

but you're too weak to

face the bad dreams that

wake you up, think of the

tornadoes and how these

turn every property into

bad luck.

if the floor doesn't seem

comfortable enough to 

secure your tired back,

look for the colder side

of the pillow and lay your

left cheek while soothing the

beat of your heart.

if the world doesn't seem

right to you, visualize my voice

and face in the stillness of a wall

while remembering the thoughts

of a happy life.

then know that there will always 

be someone to share a piece of cookie

when you're feeling hungry. 

and that is me, yourself. 

You Are

You are a beautiful scenery
That I always define in my diary.
You are an elegant picture
That I always wish to capture.
You are a fine cloud
That makes my heart beat so loud.
You are a blooming flower
That makes me feel better.
But.....
You are also an ant
That silences my chants.
You are also a thorn
That tears me apart.
You are also a ghost
That haunts me inside.
Because you are my dream, my wish, my love.

The Ugly Truth

When he walks in front of me,

I feel so stupid and lazy. 

Stupid because I can't approach him,

And lazy for I don't want to make a move and touch him. 

But this is how it really goes.

Like a soldier fighting at any cost,

I need to keep on and accept that I lost,

For the truth is: My heart will always be nailed on a cross,

And his will forever be hers. 

Glance

He walked at the corridor.

I felt love and just looked on the floor.

He walked again and let him pass by. 

This time, I had let the sun make me cry. 

Though I didn't show how much I love him,

I know that he too, loves me beyond reality's extremes.

Now, all I have to do is to soak myself into dreams

And fly away to the place where my heart and soul belong to him.